thanks guys for all your comments they have been so helpful to me today as i have been feeling a bit blah. scared im going down, My head is spinning so many things running though it, i wana talk to people close to me but i dnt want to burden them with my problems i dnt want to cause them any stress, i no they say they are there for me but still i get so anxious, i dnt wana make any friends as i am so scared to lose them so scared of being left again, no one ever seems to stick around,
i feel lost and lonely, even tho i have my husband, i still feel weird dnt no if that the word for it?
I thought i was going high last night my legs started shaking my heart was racing, and my mind started going, lucky it didnt eventuate into anything, Does any one out there have the same feelings? can you feel a mood change? normally i dnt but last night i did,
I have so much to say so much to ask and learn but that would take hours so i am going to stop writing now :) please leave a comment if you have something to say or ask or even just to vent. I created this blog so people who leave with these types of conditions can feel safe and talk and learn and just have some company with out feeling judged
Look forward to your replys
Hope
I can often feel it coming on. HOwever sometimes it sneaks up on ya. Like when you start screaming or crying or cleaning LOL And start wondering if you missed a pill or two...will keep an eye on your blog, it was recommended to me by a friend...Thank you x
ReplyDeletelol yes cleaning that is always an out let, my hubby knows when i am in a mood cause my house is immaculate and i can be up all hours cleaning it.
ReplyDeletePlease do just wana give people a place to have their say and just to be there for each other, hoping we can all help and have a safe place to vent and talk :)
Are you also bi polar?
take care
Hope
also how was everybodys 'condition' diagnosed, have all your past be *fruitful*? or has a big stress triggered it? are their people out there who havnt been told they have a mental health issue because they are to scared to ask? Would love to hear your comments
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